Starting World PANDAS day of with a heavy heart..... Cameron had the worst night he's had in over a year last night.......the pain, the distress, the sheer terror & angst, the complete torture that was in his eyes is haunting me this morning. I'm trying to focus myself on the task ahead. But I'm in shock that the horror nights we experienced last year have come back. It's frightening me.....
It was so bad I had to call for help, I feel like I've been through a high spin cycle and spat out this morning. These are snippets of last night, I will warn that they are distressing but make no apologies for posting.
A point to remember - he won't allow me to hug him or provide any comfort to him when he's like this.
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