Well the day has arrived, Dr T's appointment is in a couple of hours, we are heading to breakfast now . Unfortunately Cameron has not had a good few days, we attempted a mall yesterday, but only got 30mins before we had to call the hotel to come back for us. We attempted to go out to a restaurant last nigh for dinner, but again had to cut the meal short and ring the hotel to come back for us. There are some symptoms back in the last days that we haven't seen for months. We were to go into NYC on Saturday to meet our Canadian cousins for 4th July dinner & fireworks, this has now had to be cancelled, somehow he saw the TV news yesterday and the stories about the massive anti-terror operation in New York for this holiday weekend, he has been in freefall since......... there is simply no way on earth we will be able to get him into New York now, he wants to leave America now and go home............. there is so much fear in his wee face, he's utterly petrified.......
The sick feeling of knots has returned, all our hopes are pinned on this man, this trip. What if it all doesn't live up to our expectations, what if this condition is just too vicious to beat completely, what if our boy never............ Ah! Stay positive Natasha! Stay positive & believe. Xxxx